I kissed her scars as she cried goodbye.
yeah different as in a 33 year old woman trapped in a little girls body who lived in a mental institution and killed her whole old family and killed a nun and tried to seduce her adoptive father and then when he rejects her she kills him yah thats pretty different
The Starving Games :)
- Nanay: Anak, maghihiwalay na kami ng tatay mo, kanino mo gustong sumama?
- Anak: Sa boyfriend ko po.
WHAT DOES THAT EVEN MEAN
it means that some people think they are that worthless that they will settle for abusive love. they attract the people that treat them how they think they deserve to be treated. others may have their sense of self-worth so won’t settle for anything below what they deserve. how you view yourself is how you’re going to be treated is what it’s saying. so, if you think you deserve more for yourself, that’s what you’re going to get, but if you don’t think you’re a good person, you will settle for much less than you really do deserve. don’t depreciate yourself, because one day you’re going to find someone who will give you everything you deserve and more.
Someday I’ll walk away from all of this.. I don’t care where I’m going. I’m going to leave behind everything. Carrying only a bunch of balloons for happy thoughts and a few bucks in my wallet. I’ll feel the sun once again. I’ll feel the heat and I’ll be happy again. I’ll be happy somewhere. Someday. You’ll see. The world wouldn’t even miss me. They won’t even care if I’m gone.
She said to me with a grin.
Sometimes I just feel so invisible. Like a piece of white crayon. I blend in but I just don’t stand out.. I’m there but I’m invisible to them.. I feel worthless, useless.. Or for them at least, cause they can never see my worth.
Sometimes I just want someone to be my black paper so that I could show my worth. But every time someone comes in to my life, they leave and another “artwork” that I made is thrown away. I do my best at everything I do but people just don’t see that in me cause they see me the way they want to see me. It’s hard not to think negative when you’re invisible.